sigh tired tired. man. for some odd reason, ive been so happy lately. i have no idea why either. it just. i just feel so happy. like subconsciously. and im feeling good bout it too. but its not lasting. eh i was walking home from the bus stop and then far away was playing in my head and then suddenly i felt so sad. haha. i dunno why either. sigh. but im seriously very tired lah. like there's just so much work. and i dunno. i dont have the motivation to do it, im not in the mood to do it, and then ill produce shoddy work. pfffft. i hate myself for that. sigh. and suddenly nicole and andree are like crazy over drops of jupiter just cos i brought the lyrics to school. sigh. and i think nic was kinda disappointed too when she saw us during musical rehearsal cos like i know she wants to be part of it, and thats like her dream, but what she doesnt understand is that we havent chosen the crew members yet. she said she wants to be stage manager and i know she has the passion for it but i dunno if she is up to the job. whether she can cope with the amount of work, whether she can commit and i dunno, she'll probably get bored with it after a while right. sigh. and im really hoping thiam can stay on and seriously lah. i should pray. ask God for guidance and just bless everything that happens cos its all in his hands. (: mmhmm!(:

eh. ive been talking to class people quite a lot lately. ok, so they're in my class, but thats besides the point lah. i mean, i havent really been talking to people from other classes so often. well maybe cept joan. haha. bout stdlc. ooh but ive been quite close to gis. and its pretty cool. (: ah well.

NO I DONT WANNA DRIFT FROM MY FRIENDS.PFFFFFFT

eh and i still wanna start my band. i think no one reads my blog. pffft. haahha. and i want my own camera too! digital one so i can take pictures PROPERLY and UPLOAD them. or at least i want a bluetooth so i can pload my pictures and show everyone lipin's pretty pretty face in my phone. hahaha.

oh well. live with it, kat.